i really love how feminine Gene Belcher is and how comfortable he is with it. he grew up with two sisters and he doesn’t feel ashamed that he loves putting on outfits or referring to himself as a “working girl” or anything else. i’m really glad about Gene Belcher. he’s so important.
So I had an anxiety attack last night, and I’m happy to report that I went outside and fucking meditated. Like that shit happened. I would tell my dad, but then he would want to know why I had a panic attack. It was pretty productive, because when I got back, I fell asleep right away. It’s the little things, like getting life under control at 1:23am outside in the darkness.
Third night in a row where I wake up around 4:00am. I think this is around the time last year, that I was talking to Tatiana in my sleep.